Sunday, August 31, 2008
I've never felt so useless in my life. I fainted just now. Totally collapsed. My mind went blank, and now i'm feeling all dizzy and crap. I've been feeling ill since yesterday at tuition. )): was feeling super hot, and my eyes were red. And then after that i felt real cold at Balmoral. Justin didn't believe me, when i said i was cold, so he kept ka chao-ing me.): I swear, he is the worst company you can have when you're feeling sick. Grah. There's this weird bitter taste in my mouth now. Ew. It tastes gross la. I'm achey everywhere. Painfooooool. ):
Rarr, and I had to miss church cuz of that. Tsk. ): I hate missing church. I'm cooped up at home without naything to do. Rarrrrr! ): I slept for 15 hours manzx.
Time can tear you apart/Caitlin
Sometimes I wonder what’s holding me back
From running this race at a steady pace
I start out fast go clingin’ to my past
And suddenly I’m sitting in last
Here and now is where I want to be
Not hangin’ on some worn out memory
And I know the best thing for my love
Sometimes you just gotta, you gotta let it go
Stand up please and change the channel on my mind
Another scene any other scene would suit me just fine
Rehearsing, rehashing, reenacting all the time
I keep returning to the scene of the crime, yeah
Here and now is where I want to be
Not hangin’ on some worn out memory
And I know the best thing for my love
Sometimes you just gotta, you gotta let it go
I know I know I know I know
I know I know I know I know
I know I know I know I know
I know I know I gotta let it go
Here and now is where I want to be
Not hangin’ on some worn out memory
And I know the best thing for my love
Sometimes you just gotta, you gotta let it go
Here and now is where I want to be
Not hangin’ on some worn out memory
And I know the best thing for my love
Sometimes you just gotta, you gotta let it go
Here and now is where I want to be
Here and now is where I want to be
Not hangin’ on to worn out memories
Here and now is where I want to be
Let it go - Jadon Lavik
Labels: Let it go, sick
Y Your's Truly2:37 PM
Friday, August 29, 2008
I am going to miss Lisa Koh so much. Eyyy, I miss the Primary school teachers lah! Chen lao shi remembers me! And took pictures with Mrs Geetha,Mrs Redwan and Chen Lao shi. HAHA, we were so happy to get a picture(: Xin Yi, Sandra, the TWINS(THEY'VE GROWN SO TALL!),Megan,Jac and Gwen came baccck! Woah, I swear, i thought Megan was Ivana for a moment. THEIR BANGS THE SAME. ahah!
Sharon,Elva,Ivana,Nadeta.
I miss you):
Rarrrr. Well, thanks teachers. For all you've done for me, and for where you've gotten me.
Sorry for the times i've been a disappointment.
Sorry for the times i didn't live up to my potential.
Thank you for having faith in me.
Thank you for all the morals,values and knowledge you've imparted in me to make me a better person.
:)
Stand by meLabels: Teacher's day
Y Your's Truly5:28 PM
Thursday, August 28, 2008
Wow, it's been a crazy day huh! (: Ahh the Idonesian girlies are so cute. Tomorrow's their last day... ): Happy Birthday to Claire in advance!(:
Dancers, Cheerleaders : we're one now. Thank you seniors! I can't tell you how much I appreciate ya'll.
Sec 2s, Don't worry, you're totally up to it. And we as juniors will pay you all due respect, because we look up to you guys as role models.
Sec 3s, you're our blessings. Though you guys possess so much talent, you come and encourage us with humble hearts.
Your tears aren't worth being shed, because all of you show more commitement and potential than anyone else. Take hard words as motivation, and your efforts will be recognised and acknowledged in due course. Because of today,
My respect for dance has been pushed even higher. Those who missed this part of the rehearsal, you don't know what you missed. A bond has been forged. And there is more to dancers than just executing our moves right.
No more hard feelings. Drop the grudges. We are one now. No more backstabbing or bitching. Words of critique come with good intentions. It's all out in the open now. We all share something in common. And we've got nothing we can't achieve together.
We've all got things to hide, so don't come here with judgemental hearts, for you only bring judgement and humiliation upon yourself. It's a learning journey and room's made for improvement. Don't keep it inside yourself, or you just might crack.
You see what such small things can accumalate up to? Tears and hatred. Come on, we'll pull through together, everyone now. Release it all and give it all you've got. We'll either look good or bad. But we'll do it together. And just because we don't play a sport, doesn't mean we're not a team.
I can't spell it out for you. I'll try my best though, so here goes.
Thanks for all the guidance, the consultation, the honesty, the encouragement, the story sharing. Thanks for being an inspiration, seniors. It's good to know that everyone's been through it before.
The next person who judges dancers, and stereotypes us as bitches, bimbos, air heads or sluts and whatnot... Well, you don't even know the half of it. As Arielle said, don't hold someone's interests against them. Just because of one bad egg, everyone is stereotyped as a bad egg. So i'm not going to stand there and take it in the face about how some of the dancers are nasty and stuff... Because those ones are the ones without the commitment, and all the free time to do and say all those bad things. You just haven't seen the better dancers, the ones with the class and maturity.
And I'm sorry cheerleaders, for the misjudgement. You guys are as part of this as I am, and you're known not as cheerleaders anymore, but dancers. Welcome to the family.
I like Mrs Alex, she's nice and cute. I like her cute habit of her tsktsktsktsktsktsktsk real fast. Hahaha. It's real adorable. (:
Caitzx.
Labels: Claire, dance
Y Your's Truly9:16 PM
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
:D hi.
Today was pretty cool. Indonesian visitors have friendster! aha, so cute. :D
They're only 12! (: free period was quite cool. Aiman's poster thing looks cool. Uhu rocks la.
Ehehh. I is got surprise. :O when the time comes, people.
rar, lessons were. okay. Except in science we disected fish.
And a squid(awesome cute)
wooooah. Fishies. :( you cause me much grief.
Yuck, bloody intestines, and slimy slimy
shiny scary gills )): So grossss! TTC!
but the squid was cool. x)
CAITLIN CHOO WANTS TO BE A GYNAE.
then Jane was like, will you give me free treatment?
CC:I not even gynae yet!
Jane: But won't you give me free treatment!
Me: Eeyer, she gynae you still want to trust her ah, Cait Choo hasn't even gotten her mens.
Gwen: YEAH. SHE WANTS TO SEE HERSELF EVERYDAY.
"AHAHAHA, your fetus reminds me of me!"
Me: and then wait she give you the contraceptive pills wrong, then you give birth to quadruplets!
Jane: I WANT QUADRUPLETS.
I'm about done. My computer has like over a hundred viruses and broke down lahh):
So i'm using the Mac. And not really in a blogging mood. It will come soon.
Rarrrr. ): Im suddenly feeling quite bleah.
Ciao, all.
Here comes Claire and Grace(Church)'s birthdays(:
☀ Thanks, sunshine.
Hallelujah.
Break my heart for what breaks your's, everything i am for your kingdom's cause.
Selamat datang ke satu/satu!(:
Labels: gynae, viruses, welcome to 1/1
Y Your's Truly9:19 PM
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
Good Morning Mrs. Zailee and fellow classmates. Today, our group will be presenting our project work, based on a poem entitled “Hands” by Natalie Bonnett.
The poem reads as follows:
I hold in my hands a bit of sunshine,
To share with all those in
The darkness of gloom.
I hold in my hands a bit of education,
To share with all those in
Poor, uneducated countries.
I hold in my hands a bit of food,
To share with those in
The depth of poverty.
I hold in my hands a bit of love,
To share with those in
Lonely, abusive homes.
I hold in my hands a bit of defense,
To share with those in
Need of protection.
I hold in my hands a bit of shelter,
To share with those who
Are homeless.
So let's all hold somethinggood in our hands,
To share with those in need.
We chose this poem because we wanted to depict the actual life situation in reality.
We wanted to convey to our audience, that there are hardships and sufferings in this life
And we should not take what we have for granted.
We wanted to show everyone, that they should think twice before wasting something unnecessarily. Like food, for example. We worry about what to eat, but others worry about when they will be able to eat.
For example, the first stanza mentions “I hold in my hand a bit of sunshine, to share with all thos in the darkness of gloom,” This phrase speaks to us about the oppressed, and how we, as more the more fortunate, should extend a helping hand to encourage and inspire these people.
All in all, we wanted to convince everyone to start appreciating the little things we take for granted, and to humble their hearts, and let them have a taste of reality.
-My script for our Project work, "Hands" © Natalie Bonnett.
It somehow seems relevant to what uncle Lai Yong was writing about in "Just a moment"
he captures all the small things really well. The daily routine life we lead. But he captures them in the simplest way possible, so much so that real, true, plain and simple joy is captured in the process.
With these experiences, he also shows us similar happenings and goings-on in the bible. Quoting, he reveals how we can use it for personal application. Wow, i should share this with cell!(: Thank God, for His great ability to emphasise on points, real deep, He keeps repeating things to me, in my life, but in different portions.
Ok, you dont really get it. but okay first, sermon, where he explains things.
then in school, where i'm faced with a crisis.
Then he sends someone to clear it up and encourage me with a message.
Or he conveys the same message through the book.
"Just a moment" by my mum's own friend, where a particular verse has been mentioned in sermon. it's a cycle. Simple and amazing.
That's God for you :
SimpleSimply Amazing.
I'm going to change Brian McFadden's lyrics for "Like only a Woman can"
She's changed my life
She cleaned me up
She found my heart
Like only a woman can
She pulls me up
When she knows I’m sad
She knows her man
Like only a woman canHe's changed my life
He's cleaned me up
He's found my heart
Like only a Father can
He pulls me up
When He knows I'm sad
He knows his power
Like the glory of the Father
Whoo, i love God. Mm. you notice I didn't really post about my day.
Well. That my friend, has a reason.
And its the bible quote itself.
2 Corinthians 4:18
18
"So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal."
So today, I've decided not to post about what happened in my material life.
That will come. Soon, in a phone/diary post.
He is hope for the nations.Selemat Datang to our Indonesian visitors.
Related to the contacts of Mission Sunday.
there's just SO much I can/need to say right now. But there never seems to be enough space. It's like saying this.
This is how much you mean to me : (Hold on, there's not enough space)
If only I could just stay here and write forever, I really don't feel like doing anything else right now.
Labels: appreciation, hands, Just a moment
Y Your's Truly9:45 PM
Monday, August 25, 2008
Bible verses for everyone. will await OneOne,come term 4.
And now I never want to say goodbye.
Am i THAT forgettable?
I mean, woah. I'm not asking for something like
OH I HEAAAARRRT YOU, everday.
But to replace that... with something, that...
Omg. No. awesome shit great stuff.
Thanks for letting me know i'm that easily forgotten.
Is this because of recess?
OKay, i know.
This is payback, for what i've been like,
for the past 3203460187263 years.
I realise now.
Well, i'm sorry.
I wasn't as nice a person to offer you the same thing i can do now.
I wasn't as independent a person to offer you what i can do now.
I wasn't the one that was there for you like I can do now.
It was only a matter of time
But too bad, a twist of fate,
and that's all gone,
because you didn't give me enough time to show you what i could be
and sorry.
because someone else had to be the one to do it before me
It's my fault they got to you first?
outcast.
What am i to do? you never realised that I did think of you as the person who can offer me, and has been offering me what i've been needing, for as long as i can remember?
I'm sorry i'm talking the way i am now. But just replacing us like that.
What of the rest of us. Maybe they can live with it.
but did you spare a thought for me?
no. because it's always based on one's assumptions.
I'm sorry I'm a sadist that thinks that everyone should be grieving about what we don't have anymore.
But, no. you can disagree. you are disagreeing. You're having the time of your life, without us.
You've never known what ostracism means. that day i thought, there was still.
a little hope. Revival, maybe. but it's just a contradiction.
Everything. Even the things we've said, that i thought could never be replaced.
But no, it's hypocrisy. All of it. I see no change.
Maybe it's just a one sided view. Maybe i've not made an effort to hear your side.
But you won't. I'm sure. Because. because. you just don't care.
Who's the one being selfish. Would that be you?
Or is it me? Maybe our personalities are too strong.
Maybe we've known each other too long a time
I don't want to be the one that restricts you.
but there's a green monster called jealousy.
it tends to do that to a person.
It's tearing me up now.
I'll never force anything out of you.
I've always been waiting for you to tell me of your own accord.
But, well, i guess you think it's cuz i already know.
Or cuz, you think i don't ask, and thus don't want to know?
Is that it?
I don't think there's an answer, nor an end to this post.
I could just type. forever.
disappointment.
It's overwhelming now.
the feeling of being ditched.
Which part of this post isn't contradictory?
i'm asking myself these questions.
It's not hate yet, i'm not holding it against anyone.
I definately don't hate you. i think its the exact opposite really.
Maybe it's because I don't want to lose you
and i think you deserve the best
and it hurts me to see that, the best for you is not with me?
Time doesn't really make up for everything.
Sure it helps.
But look at the time you've been friends with them.
Compare that with us.
hell.
But look at what you'd do for them.
compare that with me.
hell.
What? the answer, now that lies with you
because i'd be making an assumption AGAIN.
as you do.
And, maybe it's because we're too much alike. now that's a contradiction by itself too huh?
how can being so alike be a fatal flaw?
Gosh, this sounds confusing. I've thought too deep, even i don't know what i'm saying.
No wonder, i'm screwing up in school.
By the way, the article in today's New Paper is utterly appalling.
Gah, i'll just let it out.
I prayed for an hour yesterday
maybe today, I'll pray for two.
Come the holidays, there will be not a time for us to catch up.
You'll be with them
either that, or you'll be talking to me about them.
something i definately don't want to know.
We're that far apart, you just think we're too close
and that I can handle it.
Whatever happened to us?
Was it just the loss?
You were as quick as hell to make up for it though.
I notice it's never been you that's been left out.
You've got backup.
I only seem like i do.
Because, do they really compare?
Here come the holidays.
Gasp. Drama's due.
31 days to EOYs.
21st of Sept, Marissa's departure.
And this saturday, lisa.
):
Great. Thanks Nicole Ann Gunn.
your picture to me last year, when i was being THIS emo, just popped up.
thanks loads.
Rar.
Who'll be there to rescue me now?
I'm sorry, for letting you down.
So let's all hold something good in our hands
to offer to those in need.
Labels: emoing
Y Your's Truly10:08 PM
Sunday, August 24, 2008
Church service was really quite good, although Alison did not come AGAIN. Rarr, laopokai lurh. So I went there, and Faith was there at like 8+? :OOO sarah called me, and i was just 30 seconds away. Haha, and yeah, four of us went up, and met Rachel and Grace. Mm, evelyn came late. It was missions sunday, so the worship leader made us pray for a nation. I did cambodia, after reading the essay in Literary harvest. How sad. Yep, and let me tell you.
God of This City by Chris Tomlin was really moving, and relevant to Mission Trips.
I'll post lyrics soon.
Ah yeahh, Worship was great. But I wasn't really feeling it today, because Sarah decided to be seriously negative. but then once I started praying, it was okay. Sermon was really good. Rev james chan did a good job. So many good quotes.
Nice for reflection, good questions. About significance. Because it's actually scary that you don't know the answers. Yup. I'll elaborate further, soon. Nelson Mandela, he's someone to look up to. I think i'll have a go at linking TNG.
TNG is really a life changer. Gah, I can't stand it, I love church. And cell!!(: I love sermons, because they're so applicable in life. Majority of people here concentrade too much on material wealth, i confess, i've been guilty of that.
Well. You know, the BeiJing Olympics Closing Ceremony was EPIC. The best. Nothing can compare lah. And it's gonna London. Zomgzx,I wanna go london. (JS BAND THAT'S YOUR NEXT STOP) Omg what am i saying... You know, my brother won't be there forever. ): It's gonna come to an end soon. And. Omg, what will Four years bring?
Let me try to make them significant. There's a dash in everyone's life. You geddit?
We must make the most of our life between that dash. Because there isn't a rehearsal for life. you only have one.
"One day everything you possess, is going to be taken away from you."
that sounds scary don't it? But at least, I know why. You wanna know why?
Come ask me.
Thank You Lord.
Thank You Lord.
Thank You Lord.
Thank You Lord.
Thank You Lord.
Thank You Lord.
Thank You Lord.
Thank You Lord.
Thank You Lord.
Thank You Lord.
Thank You Lord.
Thank You Lord.
For everything I own now.
In terms of friendships,bondages,materialism,influences,fame and achievements.
Once again, my Fatal Flaw: letting go.
And what's my greatest fear? To lead an insignificant life.
Or is it?
Maybe it's significance itself. We all run away from responsibility, for fear of not living up to your potential. And so, that's what's going to keep me going.
I want the person reading this now, I want to see nothing but the best from you.
Because you deserve it. And you know you owe it all to Him. Because He died for YOU, he finds each human individual on earth the most valuable thing in his eyes.
I owe it all to you.
Classic victory dance
Usain Bolt : The fastest homosepian in tha whole wide world

Feeesh.
I heart Phelps.

The face of the greatest hero in Olympian history
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Ohno, people are going to change. Alot.
Labels: church service, dash, olympics, significance
Y Your's Truly5:44 PM
Saturday, August 23, 2008
Rawrrr. Hey Hun.
Went to
play tennis with jawn yesterday. Yeah. I got bombarded with tennis balls, whoopee. You made my day ah, thanks!(: HAHAHA. righhhht. It's like nine now, and I'm not very inspired to blog. But since you know, it's raining, and I CAN'T GO SWIMMING!): I thought I'd just update, since I had totally no time.
Er okay, so... Started out my day, lessons and cliche.
Christie cried.
Hell, you know what, I don't even know why I'm feeling so xikharehscdmnalafzxrrh. Maybe that's just jealousy, although I don't know why the hell.
(This is something abstract) Ah, contradictions, contradictions.
Gosh, why so vulgar? Could it be influence? I'm really not believing what you say to me. Not really. And the influence you're getting. Surely, it was inevitable to undergo that drastic personality change. Did a certain 3 hour talk not pull through to you? I mean, is it THAT hard to even try? Take Flight, maybe literature(that was really fun) has something relevant that comes in here. Maybe I just can't accept that fact that it's difficult to let someone go. But after so long, this is the seventh year, maybe, won't you just reserve SOME hope for me?
This isn't really the first time I've been having to let someone go. Surely not. You see, that's my fatal flaw, it's going to kill me one day. And what I said about breaking up? You see, now that really doesn't help, because it's a FRIENDSHIP, not a relationship. There really isn't anything encouraging to see me through this problem.
"For when I am weak, then I am strong"
How, God? In a situation like this? ):
I will believe. I'll make an effort to try.
Anyway, back to my day. Literature was just about one of the only things that brightened my day.
Because Gwen fired up again, and I don't know why. ): Maybe everyone's PMS-ing.
Teach your grandmother to suck eggs. Eheh, Yeah lit. got pretty high. Haha! ELASTIC POTENTIAL ENERGY. yay, Mrs Tan will be so proud, that was what Miss Tan said. And then Flight right? So umm, talking about Alice and Steven frolicking in the open fields at night, then she was like "And what can you infer from this?" Ahawww. And we're all thinking SICK. and i was like, MISS TAN. DO YOU WANT US TO BRING SCIENCE INTO THIS AGAIN?
And Megan and Gowri's notorious note passing got found out. Because of Rachel. =.=!
She threw the frigging note at my head, and Miss Tan turned around and saw, and took the note. HAHAHA. but she's too nice. And she was like, this class ah, is very scary. I don't know what ya'll are always sniggering at, at the back. one moment, I turn my back, and you are all laughing and doing SOMETHING, hmm. very suspicious, but once I look back, everything seems normal. Ah, so Rachel was slow in passing the note, and got caught. HAHAA.
But Miss tan was like damn nice. Oh, addition to the earlier part She was also all "I don't know what you're sniggering at, i don't know if i come to school with a button undone, or post its on my back or what? " And i said "Thanks Miss Tan, for all those new ideas"
And Vivian finds me humorous. HAHA VIVIAN. finds ME HUMOROUS. haha thanks(:
And Nat was like : EH JOANNE'S STRIPPER DANCE" dumdumdum chsshht!
Gosh, lit was funneh. x) Rachel hit me two times while passing the manga comic to gowri. TSK AIYOYO. After lit, er. well. Hist, Mrs Tan didn't come. Music, neither did Miss Ng. Drama was productive, Jeanette is so cute. hawwww. Anyway yeah that was about it. After 4 pm, mum picked me up, and then went to look at curtains, which i had a hard time picking out. I wanted candy stripes! but then, it clashes with the trees outside my room. Ah, then met Joel. and picked Shawn from outram(the the the, place where dead bodies are stored,that place that starts with a M) HAHA. Joel wants to be a forensic scientist? Ew, doesn't Nicole Lau want to be one too?
Then, in the car was RETARDED!(: HAHAHAHAHA. Joel video-ed his Geog teacher in class, and showed it to Shawn. Eh, he did it with his phone without being caught. The story was about how he met his wife, because there are rumours that he bought his wife on eBay (WTH!)
Yeah, and an awesome geog lesson. JAMAICA IS NOT IN AFRICA. so racist. Yeah, then I helped to cook dinnah, LAMB CHOPS. woohoo. and pancakes. :DD hahaha. Then got BOMBARDED with nerf gun bullets, wow, i swear they NEVER grow up! Pantats were good targets. yeah then went to tennis, where i got BOMBARDED with tennis balls. yeah, tennis was frm 9-10. And I had to stand cuz everywhere was wet. Then, eew, they were all sweaty and wet. gross, and had to walk to Frolick!(: Cuz jie as working yesterday. And they finally changed the flavour. Haha, "I like it Topless" the badge! yeah man, rated somemore. Justin thinks sickkk. And jawn came right, so she was like, Wait I server other people first, hi, what do you want?
"Jie, they're with us"
(doesnt seem like she heard)"Hi, what do you want?"
And she snapped back to her not customer friendly self. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
yeah, then went home.
Omg Leah, David Arc's new song is such a contrast and contradiction to my previous post.
Eh OMG, ): They don't have the Caesars, who asked them to be so indie!): Can't find indie songs. Tskk. The only song they have is Jerk It Out, which I learnt from mum, that it was something really gross.
colour them wonderful.
that's about all. Here nat!
80 cents plus GST ah.
Cait

Murdering Rachel for kicking me somewhere there.
Labels: hope, literature, stripper, tennis
Y Your's Truly9:08 AM
Thursday, August 21, 2008
Mm Hmm, I want to Linger
Mm Hmm, a little longer
Mm Hmm, a little longer here with you
(with you, with you)
Mm Hmm, it's such a perfect night
Mm Hmm, it doesn't seem quite right
Mm Hmm, that this should be my last with you
(with you, with you)
Mm Hmm, and come September
Mm Hmm, I will remember
Mm Hmm, Our camping days and friendships true
(so true, so true)
Mm Hmm, and as the years go by
Mm Hmm, I'll think of you and sigh
Mm Hmm, this is goodnight and not goodbye.
This goes out to all m homies who've moved on, and taken different lfe courses.
To 6 Ixora, the smart geniusettes, majority of ya'll have gone to other schools ):
To 5 Ixora, The corrigans, I miss our crazy times so bad, Thanks Mrs Geetha, you're still the best.
To 3 Violet,Primary school geniusettes, I heart you many many, mental sums and multiplication tables were a great pleasure learning with you.
To my P5 camp group : 13 United/All United.
I basically remember, Shannon,Cezanne,Alison,Gwen Tan,Gin Yin,Julianna...
That's all about what I can muster.
Pray, the Toots don't get listed here.
This is for Gillian, who's still in New Zealand,
For Lisa Koh, my best online friend, who's assisted me and my noob-ness,
For Cheryl Lim, you're marked in our hearts,
For Miss Lim Wai Li,The nicest Primary One experience was all thanks to you,
For Anabel, who's known me since we used to wear dresses, you reminded me of this song in class.
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For Pantat, when the time comes.
(It's written in the stars,thanks)
Caaaaitlin.
Labels: linger
Y Your's Truly11:38 PM
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
Let's get this over and done with. Right now. To you in particular MinYee, and anyone who's guilty of this.
Min Yee sometimes, you just know when to lay off. I don't go poking my nose into your many affairs with guys. You don't see me do that. So what gives you the right to do so to me? I don't have to tell you everything, I'm hell as sure, it's obvious you don't tell me stuff. And do I pester you to the core?
Plus since you've ditched me... I mean, having been your classmate/partner for 4 years, dude, does that not change anything, I thought we had a mutual understanding man? What happens between my outside friends is none of your business. So please stop interfering with what doesn't concern you. Now, I don't want something like this to come between us. I've just got to let it out. It's not exactly a mountain of a molehill, but close. So don't push it any further. JUST FREAKING LAY OFF.
Does anyone here still have their head on straight? Believe me, I DO know where my priorites lie, but thank you very much if you're concerned that I'm gonna be one of those boy-obsessed lians that scamper off away from their acads and shit. Is it entertainment for you that I'm communicating with a guy? There is NOTHING going on between me and ANYBODY, you guys just don't want to believe it. Seriously, it's always been up to you. Cuz i know what the truth is. So don't spread stuff that isn't true, based merely on your freaking inaccurate assumptions.
It's not funny, it's not entertainment. Is there ANYONE part of this weird world what doesn't believe in JUST FRIENDS? Cut it out, just shut up. You KNOW it's not true, well I do at least. Sometimes the things that are said, I can mean it as a metaphor, or in totally different contacts. Hell, what is wrong with all of you? PUBERTISING?(undergoing puberty) Hello, wake up. Not every case is some cinderella story or fairytale bullshit okay?
Now, anybody else want to have a go?
This not only applies to her, but everyone guilty of committing this against me.
Try me. Just try me.
Is this considered prolific?
I won't stand for anything that isn't true.
It's not criticism, not bitching.
It's just... a warning.
Labels: assumptions, just friends
Y Your's Truly8:54 PM





This girl is not afraid to fall. This will just be a picture post, cuz there's not really much to say. Best friend is a real comfort yknow,
I'm just gonna post about all the stuff i wrote in my school diary, no matter how lame, irrelevant and random. HAHAHA.
- When rachel was dao-ing me(attempting to) : she has Fruitips and she started singing, FRUITELLLLAAAA. And Minneh,Nat and i were like, THAT'S FRUITIPS YO. ehehe.
- High school musical is the best. (Quoted by natalie)
ick. i'd rather die. It sucks lah.
- Rachel loves condoms(Gross, i wonder why?)
-Caitlin loves abada(What thurr)
-Rachel hearts love to slow(chinese)
-Is my blog prolific? is there anything I should remove...? Did i overlook anything I'm not supposed to be saying?
-The Metamorphisis of Narcissus, cool painting. Check it out.
-Let's go on holiGAY
-Mrs Tan has a point... Last time there weren't any computer games. That promotes being antisocial. We should climb trees and kick some footsie more often eh?
-I love Rachel's brother's eraser.
-orange, green(OMG, how long ago?)
-Rachel:I'm not William Moseley, I'm not your cup of teaaaa.
-Let's give them the respect due(Was feeling profound in english)
-A friend is someone who walks in when the rest of the world walks out.
(Anyone willing to do that for me? Thanks Aunt Agony.)
-I'll keep you my dirty little CKRT.
-Backstabbers are amongst us, and they make Rachel cry
-I heart Fireworks and Company.
Caitleeeen. xD
Labels: diary post, picture post
Y Your's Truly8:49 PM
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
The Joy of life. AHAHAHA. That's what we chose to do for AEP animation. hawhaaw. By Henri Matisse. Trust me, our story is verrrry funneh. I love Ashley's knack for making AEP fun. And Tiffy boo is so cute. AND Hui Ying is just nice to come and laugh along :D yipeee. haha, in 1905... THERE WAS NO COMPUTER.
THEREFORE, NO PORN. so ONE day, Henri Matisse goes "Hmmm, I'm boreddd... LET'S GO HUNTING" and then he takes a hike to the wilderness, there, he sees nudists bathing and enjoying themselves. :O And then he had a sudden INSPIRATION for PAINTING. :O :O :O and so! he was like EUREKA! and then rannn back home to get this brushes. He felt JOYFUL! and therefore, named it the joy of life. And when he got discovered painting the nudists, they brandished his gun, and started a war :OOO
That's how porn got started, and it's a total contradiction to Henri Matisse's actual vision for painting, which was to escape from the depression during the war period. Hawhaw. His eyes when ZOOOOOOOOP.
hahahaha. Ah well, (: that's abourrit.
So corrupted lah... Hehehhh, but it's funny. (:
Caitzx.
Labels: joy of life
Y Your's Truly10:18 PM
Monday, August 18, 2008
On the Ride - Aly and AJWe don't have to try / To think the same thoughts / We just have a way / Of knowing everything's gonna be OK
We'll laugh 'til we cry / Read each others minds / Live with a smile / Make it all worthwhile / Make it all worthwhile
Life has moments hard to describe / Feeling great and feeling alive / Never coming down from this / Mountain we're on / Always knowing we're gonna be fine / Feeling great and feeling alive / Never coming down from this / Mountain were on / The view is so clear / And it's crazy up here / Life is amazing with you on the ride
We don't wanna sleep / Just wanna stay up / There's so much to say / And not enough hours in the day
We'll laugh 'til we cry / Read each others minds / Live with a smile / Make it all worthwhile / Make it all worthwhile
Life has moments hard to describe / Feeling great and feeling alive / Never coming down from this / Mountain we're on / Always knowing we're gonna be fine / Feeling great and feeling alive / Never coming down from this / Mountain were on / The view is so clear / And it's crazy up here / Life is amazing with you on the ride
We try to be lazy / The journey is perfect / The place is so crazy / The race is so worth it / I will be with you / We'll do this together / Always together
Life has moments hard to describe / Feeling great and feeling alive / Never coming down from thisMountain we're on (Mountain we're on)
Always knowing we're gonna be fine / Feeling great and feeling alive / Never coming down from thisNever comin' down / Never comin' down / Never comin' down (from this)
Always knowing were gonna be fine / Feeling great and thinking alike / Never coming down from thisMountain were on (Never coming down from this)
The views so clear and it's crazy up here / Life is amazing with you on the ride / The place so is crazy / The race is so worth it / Life is amazing with you on the ride
-
I'm sure you know it's going out to you, happy star gazing.
Proverbs 27:10, Galations 6:2
I'll never abandon my friends, and i will be there to carry your burdens.
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥Everlasting Love.
To all those in need of a little showers of blessings. Let me be your hope when life is hard. At least let me try.
Observe and examine what we've done to hurt others. Reflect on what is right, filter out what is wrong. mistakes were meant to be made, corrections meant to be taken. I'm serious you guys. Snap out of it. You're gonna end up killing each other.
EH congratulate me aye, I got an A2 for chinese. AMAZINGLY. I'm most satisfied with that right now. 73 babeh x)
Ain't no mountain high, ain't no valley low, ain't no river wide enough baby.
Just call my name, I'll be there in a hurry, You don't have to worry.
Well, dance was okay. quite progressive. There was a lil pouring-of-hearts-out session. The seniors are really really really reaaaaalllly the best people you can talk to. They will make you feel better ALL THE WAY. Jocelyn,Estelle,Suzanne,Marie. (
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥)
Cheer up you know? Those people I talked to just now. Miyuki included.
(Thanks Ru Hui for encouraging and teaching me to piqué
♥)
Suzanne reminded me of something,"All things are possible"
Yeah, it IS true, God will help you through anything and everything.
All you have to do is say the Word.
♥♥♥Caitlin
Labels: ♥♥♥, burdens, on the ride
Y Your's Truly10:49 PM
Sunday, August 17, 2008
Today's cell discussion topic was real gross. I wished I could have missed it. Whoa, you wouldn't believe Sarah and Lih Yu. Faith,Jamie,Evelyn and I are SAFE. from THAT much exposure to corruption.
Seriously, it is so sick, i don't even wanna mention it here. I mean please, on church grounds, you mention this stuff? And you find it funny some more. Don't you think it's a bit embarrassing for the rest of us? We have no... comment. And its like, TRY READING OUR FACIAL EXPRESSIONS. do we look like we want to hear it?
Because we don't find it amusing, if you do, then just don't bring it up here. Don't you feel any shame? any shame at all? Or guilt? that you're engaging in such humour...?
Oh, and popularity, yes popularity. We were discussing popularity right? i think popularity here, now these days, we stereotype popularity under the category : pink miniskirts, blond hair and professional bitching?
Well, that stereotype has been imported here. And well, what you consider popular now, does not actually mean POPULAR. because er, you always say stuff like "the popular kids : suck/are so mean" and "She always tries to be like the popular people" like when she "tries to gossip and bitch about others"
So you see, it's what we interpret popularity to be. From American chick flicks. This is the actual meaning of popularity :
1. Widely liked or appreciated
2. Liked by acquaintances; sought after for company: "Beware of over-great pleasure in being popular or even beloved" (Margaret Fuller).
you see, GENUINE(pronounced gen-ew-win, brother, not Gwinny) popular people, don't actually WANT to be popular. they just do what they do, and get liked for what they stand for. Now isn't that like a million times better than stupid bimbotic mini skirts and stilettos?
yes, tons better. So let us try to change the term "popular" around here okay? Genuinely popular people don't mean to be popularity, they don't want it, they're merely donned with it.
I absolutely love David Arch's songs. Thanks Mona.
There's "monkey" in monalokeybanana.
HAHAHAHA.
Well,Tell that to my heart.
Caitlin
Also, Ming Xiu pointed out something that I thought was quite cool.
"You should be rejoicing during a break up, for it is a celebration"
Why? you may ask. Because you know that he/he's not the one for you, and you will know it would never have worked out anyway. It's a discovery because you know, when you look out for a partner, God meant it to be a lifepartner. So, yes, aha, shake shake,
heartbreakxo.
EditAs a follow up...
I think Bowling For Soup's High School Never Ends is a perfect illustration of what I'm trying to say. It's vulgar and crude, but nevertheless, it sums up the typical school system of America.
Four years, you think for sure
That's all you've got to endure
All the total dicks, all the stuckup chicks
So superficial, so immature
But then when you graduate
You take a look around and you say, hey! wait!
This is the same as where I just came from
I thought it was over
Aw, that's just great
The whole damn world is just as obsessed
With who's the best dressed and who's having sex
Who's got the money, who gets the hunnies
Who's kinda cute and who's just a mess
And you still don't have the right look
And you don't have the right friends
Nothing changes but the faces, the names, and the trends
High school never ends
Check out the popular kids
You'll never guess what Jessica did
How did Mary-Kate lose all that weight?
And Katie had a baby, so I guess Tom's straight
And the only thing that matters
Is climbing up that social ladder
Still care about your hair and the car you drive
Doesn't matter if you're 16 or 35
Reese Witherspoon, she's the prom queen
Bill Gates, captain of the chess team
Jack Black, the clown
Brad Pitt, the quarterback
Seen it all before, I want my money back!
The whole damn world is just as obsessed
With who's the best dressed and who's having sex
Who's in the club and who's on the drugs
Who's throwing up before they digest
And you still don't have the right look
And you don't have the right friends
And you still listen to the same shit you did back then
High school never ends
The whole damn world is just as obsessed
With who's the best dressed and who's having sex
Who's got the money, who gets the hunnies
Who's kinda cute, and who's just a mess
And I still don't have the right look
And I still have the same three friends
And I'm pretty much the same as I was back then
High school never ends
High school never ends
High school never ends
Here we go again
And people actually
want to be like this?
Getting people to hate you is considered popularity?
How superficial.
Bitching and backstabbing, that's what it takes?
Stepping on other people's throats just to be known as the number one bitch?
That's popularity?
What is this world coming to?
And, thanks, Kaela.
I'm honoured that my posts inspire you.
I'm glad to hear that, that's the first such response I've heard of.
:D
Labels: corruption, perverted, popularity
Y Your's Truly9:37 PM
Saturday, August 16, 2008
No stress no stress no stress, you deserve nothing but the best.
For Gwendyyy. (I'm sorry you got pissed off at me. Flagging) but can I tell you that, the nice people did it on their own accord? I didn't ask them to specially come down okay. It was from the goodness of their hearts. They offered too okay, they were simply calling to ask me where I was. That's not cheating. Now, don't be pissed.
Don't hold it against me either. Anyway, walked around TP looking for business. There are some really nice people, who smile and give double the coins if you're with a partner. Like the married couples, the cute old people, the cute lil children, the IJ brethren and people that look like church go-ers. xD
Hehh, well flag day was a mad rush for coins. =/ Spent like an hour just waiting to register for flag day. Got assigned tins and stickers and groups and seniors. yeah and then got situated at Tp library area. There are some really nice joggers, and malay ladies at courts. The married couples are the most generous. ye-ahh. hot sun, long distances.
Quite glad to see Aunty Elaine,Aunty Corin(Who knows Nicole Seah's aunty?) and Jawn.
My box was heavvvvy. And er, okay, they rubbed it in that I was a cheat. Again, read the above. So i had to go around being labelled as an dishonest flagger for the next 3 hours with gwen being all annoyed. Cait Choo was like, dying. And she rested in the kopitiam. Er, sorry for spilling the drink over, Trinisha, like real sorry.
Gah, and then it was all over. My day as a flagger.
Wow, flag day destroys everyone's lives.
Labels: donations, flag day, sorry
Y Your's Truly10:35 PM
Friday, August 15, 2008
WOOGLY.
I've established that Rachel Yee ken lee (can't live, CHECK OUT HUNGARIAN IDOL ON YOUTUBE)without me.
And nat,rach,gwen and anabel want me to do an SQE about them. (State,quote and elaborate)
HERE COME MY COOL LIT SKILLS BABEH.
Okayokay, alphabetical order.
ANABEL FIRST!
State : Anabel laughs at anything,everything, and is an absolute retard who self praises.
Quote and Elaborate : Anabel states this"DON'T KISS ME, YOU'RE NOT MY CUP OF TEA." and this implies that she thinks everyone enjoys the art of kissing her awfully disgusting mouth that has blood spurting out from it. "Eh, I'm PM Ng! Better than that PM Chiam!" I can infer from this quotation that Anabel Ng thinks highly of herself, and she is over-ambitious because she aims to be the prime minister. I find this impossible for her, because she lacks wisdom, and she thinks too highly of herself. (HAHAHAHAHAHAHA, i'm kidding) Also, she has the worst memory and probably will forget that she-is-a-bobo.
-Ehehe, okay I'll find more stuff for you when I have time
GWENState : Gwendolyn loves laughing along and being high like nobody's business
Quote and Elaborate : Gwendolyn can mix with practically anyone that she interacts with and goes high easily. She likes being random and making me laugh while poking fun at meee. I can infer this from "ROSITA, use your brain, why would people think you have an affair with Sir? Use your brain, sir will never go for anyone like you!" She brings out the fun in everything and likes to make my day.
yeah HAHAH.
NATALIEState : Natalie loves to make love to non-living objects.
Quote : "EH I'M PREGNANT I'M PREGNANT with a NETBALL" From the above quotation, I infer that natalie is impulsive when she gets high, and tends to engage in premarital sex with non-living organisims. I feel this is wrong, even though she may not get infected with STIs, but all the more, it should be avoided,IN CASE. Natalie has a strong passion for netball, and she loves it a tad much. She likes making sick,obscene jokes, but is nonetheless a pleasant person to be with. plus, she has professional dao-ing skills, that should be taken into consideration before you actually try to make her dao you. You will regret it and and and, yes, natalie is smart panties.
RACHELState : Rachel tells lies, and she has raging hormones, she is very interested in the topic about reproduction in human beings and lastly, she cannot live without me.
Quote and Elaborate : Rachel used a Green Tea bottle as an attachment to her face. She was attempting to be Pinocchio and then she said "Caitlin is ugly" Her already long nose, grew longer with her green tea bottle nose extension. This tells me that Rachel thinks i'm the prettiest person alive and she is jealous of me, that somehow signals her nose cells to elongate.
She also loves to discuss reproduction in human beings, but likes to corrupt the minds of others. She relocated her green tea bottle to a place I will kindly not mention, and she has established that she can reproduce asexually. The last point, is that Rachel Yee cannot live without me.
The quotation is too long and will be put up as a seperate post.
(Insert Rachel's "Most influential person in my life" essay about Caitlin Foo here)
I hope you guys are satisfied with your SQEs!
YES FINALLY A SHOT AT FAME FOR SINGAPORE.
go all the way pingpong girls!
(breaks out into Enrique's pingpong song.
Dyou know what it feels like!)
Omg, i just realised, it's Bulgarian idol, not hungarian.
!xocaitlin
Labels: Elaborate, pingpong, Quote, State
Y Your's Truly9:17 PM
Thursday, August 14, 2008
Well, i think i'll be able to pass my Chinese and science that i sat for today.
Happy Birthday Clarissa Cheang!(: RAWWR.
heehaw, dance was done out in the open at the parade square.
Yippee, because the PA was being used by the CLDDS girls.
SOOO. we had to practice outside.
The seniors were high! And then we needed to come up with some steps for teacher's day dance right?
SO. We were being inspired by Jocelyn's iPod songs : Michael Jackson's songs, Thriller,Billie Jean. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Did I mention that the seniors were high!
Kimberly,Jia Hui,Jewel especially! And they came up with steps while being retarded.
And Ange also! HAHAHAHA. xD
So yeah, Jocelyn: "REMEMBER TO BOB YOUR HEADS,4 EIGHTHS AH!"
bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob (x4) [I bet Nat Seah's loving Bob her dustbin]
And then the right forward left up robot thing!
then THRILLER THRILLER CLAW CLAW CLAP ZOMBIE ZOMBIE.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
And then Jewel's spastic open close open close sweep the shoulder thing. Hurhurhur.
yeah! And technique was quite funny. SUZANNE <3! Hahaha. She's really veh nice. :D MMMM, Samantha Tay can do quadruple pirouettes! And Ru Hui had a bunion. HAHA RAJALI'S RETUDED. (While stealing from Ru Hui's ice pack) Rajali : "So if your vein is bruised la?" Ru Hui : "Yeah..." Rajali : "Does it hurt? What part is broken?" Ru Hui : "It's just bruised!" Rajali : "So nothing pops out?" Ru Hui : "If i bruise your knee now will your leg burst?" Rajali : "But, but. Vein and leg differennnnt!" - So we establish that Rajali has a mental problem. Thanks Kaela, for stepping all over my toes.
Red Cross gerr : EH YOU DON'T ITCHY WOMAN!
Damn funny. Yay, we got seen by the trackers,the bandits,the ARC,random people, the Red Cross,the CLDDS and the ELDDS girls,the guitarists and the teachers. THEY WERE LAUGHING AND POOOINTING. ): so
saddening. embarrassing. We were already made to dance the jive in front of 2/3. YAY. Had to re partner with Danielle(Hell yeah, saved me from Kaela and her spazz smoochy face)
Oh and then went to interchange,(raced with Rajali, and made her wait)
Apparently it was SOTA's drama night, so Megan and Gowri went down to support Darshini(SHE WENT THERE?!) After Megan, Gowri, Nicole Seow and Kaela left for the MRT, HAD to accompany Rajali to Mac's (groaaan) to get herself a cheeseburger. She's weird lah. Just goes up to random guys at Macs to ask for their number, because she thinks he's hot. Ew. And he didn't sms her after three days, so she was angry. Yay. And then I had to be her "accomplice" down to meet her friends, so it didn't look like she was a loner. Yipee. So after she left with her other sec 2 friends, I had to circle back around to my bus queue. and I was the loner.
THAAAAAANNNKS.
Tim tams are nice and sweet and chocolaty. YUM.
hahahaha.
I agree with Ru Hui, I REBUTTAL YOU![KAELA AND CHRISTABEL]
joe jonas owns more than those gay jappies! HAHAHH.
Okehh, that about sums it up.
c'est la vie. (deal with it)
Caitlin
Labels: tests, thriller, zombie
Y Your's Truly10:22 PM
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
EEEH NOT FAIR. PSLE oral is tmr. And my brother has two free days. that sucks. )):
I wanna free dayyy. haha saw natalie,megan john and that other P6 prefect whatshername.
Rar. anyway best of luck to you guys tmr
Chillax k!
Labels: psle oral
Y Your's Truly11:13 PM
Hello. Currently in the iMac lab helping people out with animation and researching about the Potato eaters. I'll edit this later. So i don't feel guilty. Woah, lots of people to link please... Rar. bye, i'll make this interesting later. I love Macs.(APPLE)
woohoo. MinYee ahh. Scandal scandal scandal.
Got brudder some more.
Well. ciaos Sunny Sideup.
Edit}
I should totally be mugging my ass off now.
Eh if you guys aren't satisfied with the tshirt design then just don't bother ordering it lah.
tsk. Wah shit la.
EEE. damn freaky. Evin suddenly smsed me out of the blue. WTH WHO GAVE HIM MY NUMBER.
I've got all the freaking CAs in the world tomorrow. mugmugmug. ROAR.
yuck, wild boar meat contains tape worms.
People are being quite gross nowadays. Cait Choo is pissed. Quite petty really, but nevermind. She's come through. She doesn't realise it la. (GWENNNNN) but once, just once, and she gets fired up so easily. Okay fine la, go and ignore all you want. But you don't realise how many times we've been in your shoes. And how many times have we shown you attitude?
Yeah okay.
hasta la vista.
Phone post edit @ 10.30pm}
1, Michael Phelps is hotstuff.
2, PEER TUTORING! I think Erin's the next hitler. She should organise concentration camps for the Primary Fours la.
"I can't hear you."
"Adolf Hitler says you can hear me, so you can hear me"
WTH LA ERIN. HAHAHAHA. you make me laugh. And the stalking Ms Tan thing? Thanks to you guys the whole class including myself has discovered that we stay near each other.
3, Triumph is expensive.
4, I pity dear kaela who's being stereotyped by everyone. Let me make this clear, she is not a scandal and does not engage in any scandal monger-ism. She disapproves of all that... kinda stufff. yes, she's not the only one. So do Carolyn Hsuperstar and I. We are anti-steads.
5, God's love is less than three infinity (For anyone and everyone who's reading this)
6, For dearest Min yee, cheer up okay. There will be other times to prove yourself.
Zai jie zai li k!(:
7, Dearest cousin Col loves Mr. Bean and Justin's new nerf gun that shoots suction bullets (good for target practice) Boys just never grow up.
8, Kristel's OUR Voldermort. Watch out, she's evil. White and snakey. With red eyes :O
Is Voldermort albino?
"The olympics is going on and I'm stuck watching Sayang Sayang?!"
Hahaha MUM! That's what we wind up with without cable.
Labels: imac lab, mugging, Phone post
Y Your's Truly11:00 AM
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
Thanks to all my best buds who encouraged me today.
God bless your humble hearts.
Thanks for the words of encouragement,the smses and the hugs.
heartheartheart.
I feel much better now, and Happy 12th Samantha Wong,small gerr.
For as long as I shall live,
I will testify to love
I'll be a witness in the silence
when words are not enough
(:
Love out.
(To Alex: Hey it's a new day tomorrow, lift your head up high there's no time for looking down)
Edit}
Wow, omniscientist has done it again. Alex, I'm not going to act like I know what's going on. because you're not telling me. But I
can want to help you. As a friend. Because it doesn't only grief me when you don't say anything. It doesn't do anyone any good if you bottle it up. You might just burst. Stop beating yourself up and come confide in someone before you go blooming mad.
Labels: encouragement, testify to love
Y Your's Truly11:04 PM
Monday, August 11, 2008
"The same power that conquered the grave lives in you"
That's how strong my best friend is.
Not because I say so.
Because you're a Child of God.
(You'll be in my heart)
Come stop your crying / It will be alright / Just take my hand / Hold it tight / I will protect you / From all around you / I will be here / Don't you cry
For one so small / You seem so strong / My arms will hold you / Keep you safe and warm / This bond between us / Can't be broken / I will be here don't you cry
Cause you'll be in my heart / Yes, you'll be in my heart / From this day on / Now and forever more / You'll be in my heart / No matter what they say / You'll be here in my heart / Always
Why can't they understand / the way we feel / They just don't trust / What they can't explain / I know we're different / But deep inside us / We're not that different at all
And you'll be in my heart / Yes, you'll be in my heart / From this day on / Now and forever more
Don't listen to them / Cause what do they know? / We need each other / To have, to hold / They'll see in time / I know
When destiny calls you/You must be strong/I may not be with you/But you've got to hold on/They'll see in time/I know/We'll show them together
Cause you'll be in my heart/Believe me, you'll be in my heart/I'll be there from this day on/Now and forever more
You'll be in my heart/You'll be here in my heart/No matter what they say/I'll be with you/You'll be here in my heart/I'll be there always
Always/I'll be with you/I'll be there for you always/Always and always/Just look over your shoulder/Just look over your shoulder/Just look over your shoulder/I’ll be there /Always
Bozo the Clown mwahahaha.Yeah for all those who need it. I will be there for you guys.
Labels: You'll be in my heart
Y Your's Truly10:00 PM
Sunday, August 10, 2008
Church cell(: Evelyn came today. And she knows Sandra Chong from kindergarden!(: I'm not really in a social mood. It's just empty talk online. I'm boring the crap out of everyone. EE. what is wrong with me. I'm so boring today. Nyah. Okay what happened today? Cell was just sharing, cuz Ming X. had usher duty[DOES SHE KNOW AMANDA YEE'S BROTHER,whoever he is?] an Grace was with her other cell. Ming Xiu bought cup cakes that were lemon and orange. =/
AND THENNNNNNN. there was too much food. We had a gigantic lays courtesy of jamie, eclaires and lemon cake from SICC(Evelyn,Sarah and Alison are rich man),rachel's gummies [:D] and and my awesome
waffles. wafers. ah. And I shouldn't have eaten breakfast.
Cuz we couldn't finish the food at cell!): And then so, we had to play a game, and loser eats.Doi. So I had to eat a full eclaire. Rarr. It was quite fun. Evelyn brought the Straits Times to Church. (BECAUSE SHE HAD NOTHING TO READ?!) And we were discussing olympics. :O woo!
yeah, and then we were so busy trying to find someone to give our food to(not successful) and we wanted drinks cuz there was too much food. And then the laoyapok vending machine ate up Jamie and Sarah's money. :O And they beat it up and killed it. Yeah, so cuz of that we were late for service. They were singing some songs I didn't really know.
Faith's grandad passed on!): it's okay,girl. Commit yourself to God more okay? Woah, Samantha Wong's grandad got converted. That's amazing.
Yeah, and pastor reuben preached again. YAY HE'S THE FUNNIEST YKNOW. he "picked a fight"and kicked "where it hurt the most" IT'S THE SHIN. AW, YOU YOUNG PEOPLE NOWADAYS. WHAT ARE YOU THINKING. hahahaha!(: Kicks where it hurts most in the shin! :O When someone slaps you on the right cheek, what do you do? Offer him to other cheek. And after he slaps that one? Hit him back, because any other cheeks you offer him is just obscene. HAHAHA. Pastor Reuben is funny. (the water is all dammed up [John Choy sniggers])
Um yeah. and then I came home, justin and his new nerf gun is freaking driving me nuts. He keeps shooting them idiotic suction bullets at me. Darn. yeah and I studied, til synchronised diving (GUO JING JING! :D i like the aussies and the ukraine girls are pretty ttm) Diving is cool. I have not done tucks and pikes in a looong time. yeah. And I was studying the most corrupted topic in science(aughh) and I dozed off for TWO HOURS.
Dinner with the family, jeremy has become the cutest. HAHA, jokes at the table, were quite funny. Col was wearing his team singapore sailing shirt. Whoopee. HITCH!(: yeah okay. that's about it. Gnight, I'm going cycling tmrr. yay, I've got new clothes.
Oh yeah, and I fell while doing a double pirouhette in the garden, because my phone was weighing me down. And my skin came off. ): SK's sick. :O Awwright, i'm taking off.
Sorry for boring your skull guys.
(Alex in particular :O)
Night. Cait
Labels: church cell, dinner., food, kindergarden, lemon cakes, pastor reuben, vending machine
Y Your's Truly9:42 PM
Saturday, August 09, 2008
Happy National Day,guys!
What happened ah? Oh, went undie shopping. Woohoo.
YAY. woah $300? :O
HAHA and then, i got new skirts from WH(pssst)
teh bomb. So pretty. And church clothes from Zara.
Going shopping with mum = spending power.
yay.
Ofcourse, everything else important right? Like how Singapore gained independence on this day, 43 years ago. yep, that's important too.
:X
Labels: national day
Y Your's Truly9:32 PM
Friday, August 08, 2008
HEYA! (:
school:
Quuuuite fun. First was assembly in the morning, guides and red cross. Wow, good job, salutations. Blah, council sounds fun ): My hair stood on it's ends when Gail Belmonte started singing. Omg, please. Her singing is the absolute bomb. She's really improved. And melissa ng is extremely charismatic. I can't stand the wannabes that like the JoBros because they're mainstream. I liked them more when they weren't.
They have a darn good personality. I'm not going to be one of those ahlians who chiong for their album. I will be like gwen, wait til the price drops. I want A little Bit Longer! It comes on August 12th,[Hmm is there anything special on that day samantha?] I nearly got sabo-ed by minyee,ashley,gwen,kaela and lots of other people fot the sing-a-long. THANK GOSH FOR GINNIE.
THE KICKS ARE AWESOME SHOOT. Kim and Jia Hui and Sam Pang(SHE LOOKS LIKE SILENA GOMEZZZZ)
Gwen made me scared of RGS girls, i must ask Evelyn if she knows Sandra Chong from kindergarden.
gwen was real high during our study date. That's a first. ROAR. Council seriously sounds DAMN fun. ): aww. Okay nevermind.
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEE JIA WEI
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GOWRI
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHERMIN
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MRS WONG(SAM'S MUM)
(:
in advance, cuz i'm going undie shopping tmr.
RAINBOW BRAS. yeah be jealous.
Whoever trusts in the Lord, happy is he. Proverbs 16:20
888LYMPICS'.
yay, hot stuff.
THEES IS HOMEEEE
TROOOOLY. (Gail, seriously, sings it a gazillion times better than the original one)
bwahaha, speaking of singing, somebody sang karoke.
Whoo! (One and only) HAHAHAHA.
woot. spiderwick! yeah.
went to Frolick! And found out that those adorable pin things are free.
Death By yoghurt. Woohoo. And went to visit video ezy. Walked around gardens. the first time actually. that i did that myself. ent to NTUC to just talk about nutritional facts.
-.-
Labels: frolick, gail, happy birthday, national day, Student council, study date, the kicks
Y Your's Truly8:41 PM
Thursday, August 07, 2008
I just love self-centred people. Don't you just adore their stinking attitude?
What about the way the step on people's throats to get what they want?
If only we were all like that huh?
-
Zomg, tomorrow's the Olympic Opening.
Baby, cool.
08.08.08
:O
I want Minnie to tell me the very long story. )):
Wow, cousin gets awesome jobs. She works 3 days at Frolick and 2 days at Awfully Chocolate(OM! Awful sin) Aww, beijing! }Less than threeeeee
JS PARTY :DDD
mnmnmnmn.
tomorrow, I'm the
8th toot.
888 in the Corrs
and it's the 08/08/08
:D Crazy cool. RARRRR, The Africans are the best runners in the world. I admire their courage and passion.
Despite their poverty. They is persistant. :D And that's good.
You should check out their expressions when they cross the line.
It's one of the happiest things you can see in a lifetime.
God bless!
(:
Ciaoz.
You know there IS some symbolism in Facing the Giants.
Yknow, the character, David?
"Then why did He make me so small, and weak Dad?"
"To show how mighty He is"
David,Giants, heard of Goliath? Check out 1 Samuel.
:Ohmy, i finished my dark chocolate m&ms.

Doesn't Rach look awfully rodent-like? I love ya.
Labels: 888, awfully chocolate, olympics, self centred
Y Your's Truly10:18 PM
Wednesday, August 06, 2008
Today wasn't one of the best days. Ah, well, you can't nail it everyday i guess. :X
I was ditched. By none other than the who. Grah, i was crazy pissed la. I went home alone on 73 and then had nausea. gross la. It just goes to show how much it reflects of a person. But then again, i thought back. You know what, it's not the first time. because who gives two hoots about what I think right? Because yeah, you've known me too long, too long to have any respect that remains. I'm just someone to tolerate crap. Gah, it's just so much anger to vent. I,I,it's just not worth mentioning. Nobody will feel any better.On the lighter note. I found out that half the class reads my blog.
IN SECRET. ): blahhhh.
Valerie,Charmaine,Cassandra,Trinisha,Nicole Lau,
I'm watching you.
Animation is extremely fun :D yay. I love the sound effects.
My hands are sore from counselling people online.
Oh Shit, drama drama at home.
He just screamed what the bloody hell in my mum's face.
WTF... ):
Aiyo, there's something wrong with the kid
He's growing like MAD. he's 158...
And he's also growing more vulgar. and violent.
Gosh i think i'll just strong.
This is scaring me to the core.
JS PARTY ON THE 16TH OMG I'M HAPPY.
ohdear. ):
Grah, awesome ending to an awesome day.
Nights.
Alex Fong, you seriously, lighten up.
-Oh dear God, here comes the S word.-
(referring to my brother's
civil conversation with my mum)
I'm so sorry gwendolyn! I love you and melissa a million plastic straw hearts with permanent marker ink!
Truckloads dears.
night.
Labels: ditched, growth spurt, secret society
Y Your's Truly6:56 PM
Tuesday, August 05, 2008
The same power that conquered the grave lives in me.
(:
Isn't that absolutely amazing?
I think so.
:D
My hope lies in you Lord
My strength lies in you Lord
God makes his people strong
God gives his people peace
Labels: strength
Y Your's Truly8:44 PM
Monday, August 04, 2008
For those who need reassurance. Reclaim your faith.
Psalm 145:18
18 The LORD is near to all who call on him,
to all who call on him in truth.
:D
Gbye.
ME: Why are you here?
JAY: Because I'm not there.
Danny is going to win So you Think you can Dance.
Lord I live to see your kingdom come,I will pray to see your will be done,Wow, Alex's post was moving. :O
Isiah 41:10
"Fear thou not; for I am with thee: be not dismayed; For I am thy God: I will strengthen thee;I will help thee; I will uphold thee with the right hand of my righteousness"
I'll trust in you Lord, I'll trust in You.
I will live to love you
I will live to bring you praise
I will live a Child in awe of you
Your identity is not your past,your present nor your future.
Your identity is what Christ says it is,
And He says you're a Child of God.
Caitlin -
Abstinence :
I will live up to my namePurityBecause PMS is disgusting and wrong.
Let's all get purity rings :O
Labels: Isiah, Psalm
Y Your's Truly6:25 PM
Sunday, August 03, 2008
We live by Faith and Not by Sight.
I wish all of you knew exactly how true that is.
(:
We played a fun game in cell. :D
Hehh heh, Um. Well, I love the way God spoke to me.
he motivated me to strengthen others' faith.
(:
I've deviced a list of people i aim to help out and inspire.
:D
Interesting interesting.
Pinky Swear with a Cherry on top (:
I like how everything explains everything else.
You know what I really need right now? A hug.
I just feel like slacking now, i don't wanna go back to school. I just want to go out and have good time. ):
One day at a time, Miles Apart,You're my best friend,The Call,Hey We're Gonna be Alright
):
I want to post about stuff from my journal. Quite funny some of that stuff.
1, One one takes Truth or dare to a WHOLE new level man! Furreal. While waiting for english recording, the whole lot of us sat in a circle to play. And it was like CLASS BONDING. we should have more of that. HAHA there was Truth,dare,double dare and electric chair.
:O my double dare was to make a grand entrance into the studio and go SUPERMANNN and then beat up the evil villian Rachyee. And then to burst out into I'm a Barbie Girl bimbo style.
mm. Gwen did a bollywood dance! (: haha. And Rachyee decided to try the electric chair.
Wow, I didn't know Ginie has such horny dare ideas. :O it was to hump the white board. HAHA, lucky for Rachel, Mrs Roch came in, so she got left off.
2, Jane has a moustache! :OO
"Ah ma's not talking to me because I don't shave"
(SHAKE! I didnt say shave)
3, HAHAHA, in Aiman's mensuration class, he was writing the formula that was going off the whiteboard. And rach and i copied til there was no more space left on the paper, and then nat seah turned around and gave us this two sentenced formula. PI!
HAHA, i will write it out some day. :D
4,RACHEL YEE SWALLOWED LIPSTICK. you know why? because we had lipstick from our poetry recitation, (Auntie nell:Robin, do you want a smooochie?) and then rachel's lipstick was all used up except for this tiny stub. So while we were waiting for our next teacher to come, she was goofing around with it. And then she pretended to put. And then before she knew it, i grabbed her finger, dug her fingernails in to the lipstick and swiped it on her mouth, and apparently she swallowed it.
HAHA. Losah (:
5, Lao shi was too lazy to write these two words, that were repeated. She wanted to write laolaoshishi(no not teacher teacher) HAHA, anyway she wrote it on the board as Lao squared and Shi Squared. HAHAHA.
6, I know Natalie Seah will like my brother's crumpler robot name.
ROBO BOB. haha!(: Mine is Doctor Strong-Tron.
Because I'm awesome.
7, (Kaela hits Rachel's head)
Rachel : YOU HURT MY UTERUS (We were being high, and somehow Rachel's uterus is on her head) So nosebleed is equivalent to her mens. tsktsk. And she gives birth by sneezing.
Kaela: Why the hell is it up there?
8, Kaela came to school on tuesday with a bad ankle because of monday's technique. And she had to put tiger balm. So gen chiam didn't know who's it was. So she asked Jing Wei
"Who's putting that ornament(OINTMENT!)?"
9, I dont know why this is in my journal but, I LOVED THE VIENNESE WALTZ danced by Danny! and what's her name. HAHA, they used Lifehouse's you and me to dance. It was seriously cool.
10, I have established that PowerPuffGirls are test tube babies (SCIENCE BIRTH CONTROL!)
11,Rachel is gross. Breastfeed no evil. -.-
12,HAHA, Vivian and Gin Yin are heroes! They save people from bees and centipedes.
13, Descriptive writing in english : We learnt adjectives in alphabetical order.
Real Rachel,Noticeable Natalie,Versatile Vivian, ACTIVE ANABEL.
We were like, anabel! What you do at night ah? And she was like huuh? Owl?
HAHAHAHA! And then Courageous Caitlin
YEAH BBY, COURAGEOUS AS A LION.
Grah, there are two tests this week. I just want to fall asleep. Now, i want school to end. NOW.
I'm just in no mood. I want to make the most use of this time )): before I lose someone else.
Okay, slugs, Lit drama comp is on Wednesday.
If destiny decided I should look the other way, then the world would never know the greatest story every told.
Caitlin
Proverbs 3:5-6
5 Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding;
6 in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight.
Joel Lee wrote that on Zach's blog. Haha, so nice. :D Thanks, i guess that was a pick me up for everyone.
GBYE.
Labels: diary post
Y Your's Truly5:56 PM
Saturday, August 02, 2008
Link Cezanne, link dorothy,relink geraldine, link link link link. HAHA.
notes to self. :D
who else do i gotta link?
shoot.
Laura? i'm not sure :O
anyway. bye.
http://www.cooliest-cezanne.blogspot.com/HAHA, i am so awesome :D
Labels: Links
Y Your's Truly11:56 AM
Friday, August 01, 2008
Hello, happy 1/8 day. :D
It's August, exams are in two months. And todays' tests?
screwed them all.
Okay, not really, but I just didn't perform as expected. =/
Well, nevermind, i'll just scrape through.
I was the least prepared for lit, because I thought they would test us on chracterization for sure.
And our study date yesterday wasn't exactly one of our most productive yeah?
Mmm. Well chicken wings ownage. Yeah!(:
EHH, friendster's screwing off again.
Blurgh. Today, i went to school not knowing what i should behave like.
Gack, I swear, i motivate and encourage everyone but myself.
Awesome.
I like Christie's way of dealing with difficult situations.
it's the smartest thing ever.
Guess what.
She ponned school.
Yes, Running Away, that's the easiest solution. mum went to watch the Dark Knight alone yesterday. HAHA, because i went with Chriz and Mona.
SHE DIDN'T LIKE EET! :O
heh. That's retarded.
I had CME today, we watched Remembering the Titans.
THOSE SUPER TEAM SPIRIT MOTIVATIONAL MOVIES.
awesome. And we never get to finish watching them.
LIKE COACH CARTER! AND AND AND. Facing the Giants?
Drumline... Errr. A walk to remember?
Simply the best. walt this-knee!(:
It was about racial and religious tension. :O
Ah, well. Off to find that movie too.
And I had to give back the Clay Marble by Mingfong Ho!
): I want to get that book too! Vivian called me a sadist!
"You enjoy reading about Jantu dying?!"
yesyes, vivian. In this moment I do. HAHAHA.
Are you sure Erin/Val can pull it off for the lit competetion!
Miss Tan was laughing at my answers for the lit essay when she walked pass. Is that a good sign? I don't think so. Erm. Drama was quite productive, although it's pretty hard conveying my ideas to jeanette.
Wahhh, the other Lim Sao script is so fun!
Zha bor mai zuo kang eh! Ack, i'm stuck with being some chinese helicopter,kiasu singaporean mother.
Yeah, the resemblance is uncanny. Drama drama drama. I was surprised to learnt that we're stereotyped in school based on religion. And i'm surprised to see who's mouth it came out from.
YESTERDAY : Uhm, well i explained to christie the difference between Christianity and Catholicism.
And we talked about Shimona's classmates who behave like AIRHEADS. freaking, uncouth AIRHEADS. Gosh. They all are despo or something! Gross la, you have boyfriends at Sec 1? that's gross.
Eh I stead with you, i steading with him. Very nice mehhhhh!
Gross la. Stead = Horse[STEED LA CHRIS, i think] = Stocky!
Why is she so fired and worked up about being stocky?
I don't get Shimona and Caitlin Choo.
They nearly died from Christie's wrath though.
Woah, the coincidences are extremely cool.
Joel Lee knows Ashley Toh,
Joel Lee knows Laura
Laura knows Zach
Zach knows Rachel Yap
Who knows Alexa Koh
Who knows Sarah Quek
who knows Andrea Lok
:Oo0o0o0oOOO
:D
1/7,1/8 = Scandals. To The Core.
tsk.
Okay, i must link Mihoko.
http://mimipineapple--x33.blogspot.com/And Diyanah
http://www.simplydiyanah.blogspot.com/Yeah. So basically that's it. Justin's back from camp! ):
I hope he learnt some manners and good attitude and team spirit.
Maybe some respect for his elders.
Tomorrow's rollerblading[aw man] and Alex's FOA (Good luck man)
And then I just can't wait for cell on Sunday.
=/
Oh we-ll.
Ciaos.
All good things must come to an end.
Let's change that shall we?
Gen Chiam has an awesome,feminine laugh that Kaela and I are extremely jealous of.
Pity gennn chiammy boob, you're so agressive! ): hahaha. :D
My mum was on the phone that day, in the curtain shop. I think the shop keeper went zonko.
"She's deteriorating la, do you think it's because of the liver?"
Heh heh. She's on CALL
Doesn't that sound cool?
Ack, i've got to make time for QT. ):
Phone post:
1-Caitlin Choo and Christie are guides scribes! HAHAHA.
2-My fingers got stepped on by Ms Teo PS, when we were getting scolded my Ms Teo.
(all miss teos are in discipline!:O)
3- In chinese, lao shi was teaching us some ke wai cheng yu, and then something about a word coming from nursery rhymes (dou dou ban)
and then jane didn't hear the explaination, so she was like is it Toto Chan?
And she and megan are getting along very well in chinese. Thank Gosh. but, during prayers, jane was saying the pledge in tamil. That's a good lot of respect...
If you haven't noticed by now, people, i'm talking to you,
I actually give a damn about what people think of me.
4- That time(before we changed seats), jane was like, I kissed a girl!
And i was like WHATTTT?! apparently she was referring to that song by karty whoever.
And then in the toilet where I saw sarah and minnie, i burst out into gavin degraw's I'm in love with a girl, which reminded me of I kissed a girl. And Sarah was like... REALLY, I LOVE YOU TOO.
5- it's such a pity to see youngish girls losing their pretty faces to cigarettes. All of them outside chomp chomp. ): What a waste.
6-We played that fun concentration game in CME last week, the one we usually play in church. the tapping lap version of the Watermelon game. So I was winning every round, but then they all ganged up against me at the last round because we had forfeits. So, Nicole Lau bought us lollipops for the first forfeit, Maribelle and Charmaine had to do the smiley, extracted from the HHF dance. yeah, and I had to show them PLUS, propose to miss ng, with the belt rose. Anabel was showing me how to say it. because she does it an awful lot[AHEM]
yeah so i had to get down on my knees. And I was like, This rose represents my love for you, all you have to say now is I do.
Ms ng was like NONONONO, I GIVE YOU DISCOUNT, YOU ALL CAN'T MAKE HER DO THIS KIND OF FORFEIT.
hur.
Ah, i started recording school funnies in my school diary, so i'll post some of that online soon. haha. Not really allowed to use phones in class no more.
GBye.

gack, there are so many candid shots in my computer! Thanks ah Christie. yes, if only, if only.
Labels: airheads, august, drama, inspirational movies, sadist, social links
Y Your's Truly3:34 PM