I'm sorry I'm one of jealousy, even though I should trust that I'll never be replaced.
But after years and years of the same promises, I tend to get doubtful.
I don't want to be broken yet again, once we've gotten close.
I know I can't always be a part of your life, but damn, do you have to make me feel so...
So fast. So fast. I should just learn to shut the heck up.
I'm the middle man, the cause of something that could be beautiful,
again, i'm thrust aside, with the burden of being forgotten,
while they're frolicking away off together on their own adventure.
Can I but help to feel like this? It's not jealousy is it? not quite.
I swore to myself I wouldn't let it affect me, but now. now, it just has to happen at the most unlikely time. And i find it's gone too fast, and I'm not prepared for it.
It's unconvincing, I don't know what went wrong.
And it's so difficult to conceal, I give the game away too easily.
I'm not mature enough, go away.
I can't ask for it back because it was never there.
I just felt I couldn't be replaced, well, I've proved my self wrong. Once again.
Amidst the confusion, who will be there with me through the storm?
I'll pray for you Minnie, sorry about your grandad.
Know what? I'm such a hypocrite. My strength lies in God, and I've been replacing him.
I'll lean on my pillar of support that gave me life.
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
What a beautiful disaster, or what joce calls a pretty catastrophe.
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2 Corinthians 4:18
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