& It's not about happy endings. Or who gets Prince Charming. It's about that once upon a time...
Holler, nownow make nice alright? Name yourself 'unwanted visitor' if you really can't control yourself. boldunderlineitalicsstrike hearts all over the world tonight
Friday, July 31, 2009
Walking, stumbling On these shadowfeet Toward home, a land that I've never seen
I am changing Less and less asleep Made of different stuff than when I began
And I have sensed it all along Fast approaching is the day
[Chorus] When the world has fallen out from under me I'll be found in you, still standin' When the sky rolls up and mountains fall on their knees When time and space are through I'll be found in you
There's distraction Buzzing in my head Saying in the shadows it's easier to stay
But I've heard rumours Of true reality Whispers of a well-lit way
When the world has fallen out from under me I'll be found in you, still standin' When the sky rolls up and mountains fall on their knees When time and space are through I'll be found in you
You make all things new You make all things new You make all things new You make all things You make all things
When the world has fallen out from under me I'll be found in you, still standin' When the sky rolls up and mountains fall on their knees When time and space are through I'll be found in you
When the world has fallen out from under me I'll be found in you, still standin' Every fear and accusation under my feet When time and space are through I'll be found in you When time and space are through I'll be found in you When time and space are through I'll be found in you
YYour's Truly8:45 PM
Sunday, July 26, 2009 Picture this
Your feet on fire, your heart aflame, your throat scorching, your brain on vertigo, your arms weak from the heat, your limbs falling apart, pespiration on your cheeks, the redness boiling right into your veins.
That's what I describe my 2.4km run to be.
YYour's Truly9:30 PM
Wednesday, July 22, 2009 Desperate i'm calling out your name
Few days ago i had a seriously scary dream. Now i think about it, it was pretty lame.
But when I was asleep it was pretty darn skary. I dreamt that we wanted to adopt a dog. And then we drove up to some place, on a hill and along the way, there was this holocaust camp and some prostitution centre place disguised as a kindergarden,
and we drove by real quick. then we adopted a dog, and it was really cute. Until the security guard at the exit placed some curse on it, to drag us to the holocaust place, and then its eyes turned red and it suddenly became metal and shred the car to bits.
SKARY RIGHT.
YAY THE WEATHER'S NICE TODAY. Rachel said that it would be like this during winter in HK. SHIOK!
YYour's Truly10:13 PM
Tuesday, July 21, 2009 While I am cracking their code You are deciphering me For I am a mystery I am a locked room in a tall tower
YESTERDAY 2/1 SEW MEAN ):
After QSE the whole lot of them were laughing away, and I, innocently thinking it was some inside joke started to laugh contagiously.
Then kaela was like HI CAITLIN! GAVE ME A HUG AND RAN AWAY LAUGHING.
and then i touched my back, and found myself plastered with purple name tags from QSE. MEAN OR WHATTT!
I will hack into the system and change "Have you ever been bullied in school?" to Strongly agree. =/
SO MANY PEOPLE WERE IN ON THE THING. EH):
I went to JW's house after schoool, and played with the doggy, BABY! hahaha. so quiet one the dawg.
I ate porridge for the first time in 97631871236802713780612 years. I think it has always grossed me out, but it was nice.
Then I went home, on like an hour journey because the buses are so irregular, HEHZ. But i took Rachel to eat frolick, and she loves it alot.
GREAT (Y)
I miss COWS. can't wait til hillsong.
Chris says: OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG POOR CHRISTOFER!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ): caitz. may our minds lose the battle. says: vhy Chris says: His parents broke up and his girlfriend broke up with him! OMG POOR THING! caitz. may our minds lose the battle. says: go console him. you can go write a secret letter Chris says: -.- caitz. may our minds lose the battle. says: HI CHRISTOFER. I'M CHRIS TIE. AND. THE FIRST PART OF MY NAME SOUNDS EXACTLY LIKE YOURS THUS. YOU SHOULD DATE ME BTW DO YOU KNOW WHERE SINGAPORE IS? hahahahahahahah! Chris says: Haha great thats so consoling! Eh i'm gonna message him leh But idk what to say caitz. may our minds lose the battle. says: SAY WHAT I JUST SAID HAHAHAH HE SURE RUNAWAY how you find out these things you freaky stalker Chris says: Hahaha i just said i hope he feels better and stuff Hahahahahaha Cos i cool like that
-.-
I have this sinking feeling Something’s weighing me down I am completely saturated
The waves are crashing closer My feet already drowned Doing the thing I said I hated
They’ve been swimming in the wrong waters Now they’re pulling me down But I am clinging to you, never letting go ‘Cause I know that you’ll lift me out
[Chorus] Have your way here Keep me afloat ‘Cause I know I’ll sink without you Take this ocean of pain that is mine Throw me a lifeline
I wake up feeling convicted I know something’s not right Re-acquaint my knees with the carpet
I have to get this out ‘Cause it’s obstructing you and I Dry up the seas that keep us parted
‘Cause they’ve been swimming in the wrong waters And now they’re pulling me down But I am clinging to you, never letting go ‘Cause I know that you are gonna pull me out
Have your way here Keep me afloat ‘Cause I know I’ll sink without you Take this ocean of pain that is mine Throw me a lifeline
Ooh oh yeah
They’ve been swimming in the wrong waters Now they’re pulling me down But I am clinging to you, never letting go ‘Cause I know... (I won’t let go, I won’t let go) ‘Cause I know Yeah-yeah-yeah..
That you’ll have your way here Keep me afloat ‘Cause I know I’ll sink without you Take this ocean of pain that is mine, yeah-yeah
Have your way here Keep me afloat ‘Cause I know I’ll sink without you Take this ocean of pain that is mine
Brooke Fraser's pretty and talented! Throw me a lifeline
YYour's Truly9:18 PM
Sunday, July 19, 2009 My heart my soul cry out, to you the Living God.
Chains be broken.
Again, God spoke to me.
And told me I'm a masterpiece. He spoke through REALLLLLY clearly through Pr Reubs, and it was so refreshing. Tessa did a great job on worship, and David's back on the drums.
Worship was whoop! The Lord was just falling upon us, and I was just receiving and receiving.
God's grace brought me down to my knees. What a fantabulous day.
Brought Rachel and Julia to Vivo!
:)
funnn!
Crapz, i miss COWS already.
YYour's Truly10:07 PM
Friday, July 17, 2009
I've got an emotion of my own making. I can't put it into words, but i know its not good.
YYour's Truly4:51 PM
Thursday, July 16, 2009 Put on your hard hat and invisible gloves
GINYIN'S HOUSE WAS FUNNNNN.
SHE HAS THE FULL GUITAR HERO BAND, MAN. her brother's really mean ): AND GY'S DOG'S SKARY. ITS AN ALSATION.
Blueeh! So much to do, so little time.
YYour's Truly7:31 PM
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
You'd think they'd go easy on us but, no.
Had a rough day. Bushed after performances, which my HK buddehs missed because JW thought the gong(announcement) was just noise.
HAHAH!
Yeah really bushed after little india, lost my wallet, thank GOD Diyanah was the one who took it by mistake.
So sleepy now and I don't understand math anymore.
I have a giant mental block and too many deadlines.
My brother's being a real.. >.< and mum's PMSing.
STFU = Shut the Faggot Up.
HAHAH!
this brightens me up.
YYour's Truly10:20 PM
Tuesday, July 14, 2009 "You are the Christ,the Son of the living God."
What good will it be for a man if he gains the whole world, yet forfeits his soul? Or what can a man give in exchange for his soul?
What I'd give to have this feeling. Free enough to walk my dog in the park on cool day with my best friend.
YYour's Truly9:55 PM
Monday, July 13, 2009
The broken clock is a comfort, it helps me sleep tonight Maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time I am here still waiting though I still have my doubts I am damaged at best, like you've already figured out
I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing With a broken heart that's still beating In the pain there is healing In your name I find meaning So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on I'm barely holdin' on to you
The broken locks were a warning you got inside my head I tried my best to be guarded, I'm an open book instead I still see your reflection inside of my eyes That are looking for purpose, they're still looking for life
I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing With a broken heart that's still beating In the pain is there healing In your name (In your name) I find meaning So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on I'm barely holdin' on to you
I'm hanging on another day just to see what you will throw my way And I'm hanging on to the words you say You said that I will be ok
The broken lights on the freeway left me here alone I may have lost my way now, haven't forgotten my way home
I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing With a broken heart that's still beating In the pain there is healing In your name (In your name) I find meaning So I'm holdin' on,(I'm still holdin) I'm holdin' on, (I'm still holdin') I'm holdin' on, (I'm still holdin') I'm barely holdin' on to you
I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin') I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin') I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin') I'm barely holdin' on to you
I'm happy.
YYour's Truly9:09 PM
Sunday, July 12, 2009
OMG OHANA CAMP PICS. 9469 PHOTOS EHHHH!
GLENN SEAHHH! I can't find photos of us...
YYour's Truly1:01 PM
Friday, July 10, 2009
My mum's too nice a person to be treated like that. Everyday he breaks her heart and watches her crumble, and doesn't feel any remorse. He's just burning a hole in her pocket and "getting distracted". When will he wake up and stop being so childish?
You’ll be fine tomorrow The sun will rise again It’s never easy to say goodbye You know I’ll always love you You know I always will
Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye My old friend (my old friend) Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye We’ve reached the end (we’ve reached the end)
I don’t cry with sorrow, I cry with joy The memories we made can’t be destroyed You know I won’t forget you You know I never could And when I said I loved you You know I meant for good
You know I’ll always love you Goodbye
I'LL SEE YOU ON THURSDAY.
YYour's Truly11:31 PM
Thursday, July 09, 2009 No world will take your side
My dad loves David Choi, too!
Imagine you have a son. Imagine forcing him into show business. Imagine loading off his fortune. Imagine depriving him of a childhood. Imagine he's a big hit. Imagine you dragging him on tour, when he's secretly crying in his dressing room every single day. Imagine now, he's grown, and he's famous, and he's angry with you. Imagine he becomes a wreck. Imagine the world becoming a better place because of his talent. Now imagine him fading away. Imagine his kids, his wives. And then, one day he's gone.
Now imagine standing before his casket. His memorial being viewed by millions. Imagine them emphasising on his oppressive childhood. Imagine the thousand and one people out there whose hearts are aching for this loss. Imagine them replaying and performing your son's most famous songs, ones about children. Imagine them saying a million and one brilliant things about him.
I think that's what its like to be in Joe Jackson's shoes during the memorial.
I can shed a million tears.
And I also think that MJ's death has brought about a new found respect for life around the world.
"It made me giggle"
bet JJ hates Oprah.
YYour's Truly10:04 PM
Wednesday, July 08, 2009
I'm genius you know.
This morning in science
Mrs Tan : GIRLS SIT DOWN AND BE QUIET. (me, not hearing, goes on to talk to GY about her departure) Me : AAAAAAAAAWWWWWWW! SO SAAAAAAAAAD!!! (whole class looks at me)
AND THEY LAUGH.
YEAH MAN WE RECORD TIME GO TO SCIENCE KNOW.
WHAT SOCIAL DISTANCING CRAPZ. Eh i'm so busy eh ):
I LIKE SAM LOW. SHE'S CUTE.
VALS HOUSE IS SO NICE AND HOMEY AND GREEN HER DOG SCARES CHARMAINE AND ITS THE NEXT CUTEST THING TO SAM.
YYour's Truly10:21 PM
Sunday, July 05, 2009 The pattern of the wind
Bad news guys, fashion project ain't going so well. I can't find any model poses and clothes that are just the right CLICK VAVAVOOM, and i don't believe that I have to COPY the photos exactly, because that's just plagarism and its not art, just a photocopy machine. I don't think our art teacher wants us to regurgitate what we find on the internet, but develop our own ideas based on inspiration.
I just can't find it. The variety is too wide, but undrawable. I think its impossible to single out 6 photos. ):
So I'm just going to keep browsing until my eyes bleed. Which should be pretty soon.
Awesome, but not Vogue centrefold material. I want them to be like in between Chinese doors, the old kind, and looking in different directions. I can't find anything like that! Except in women's weekly, australia, but the model (OKAY its some celeb cover story) is too old and plump. And its a recent issue my mum's still reading and i don't feel like ripping it out.
THE INTERNET HAS TO HAVE SOMETHING FOR ME.
PLUS! THEY HAVE TO BE FULL BODIED.
See now, this is cool. But its not what I can work with.
Don't mind doing something like this, except that the model is handrawn, but the background isn't ): I guess I could work around this la.
Some poses are so fantastic, but they'd look so quirky together! And as it is I can't draw proportionate people standing straight alr. The black and white tones are admirable, though.
Use of "props" again. but so pweety. AH. Can't draw side profiles anw.
Omg look @ this super chio model.
I think this is Ms Teo's idea of the picturesque background, quite cool eh.
OH DOESN'T THE GREAT WALL OF CHINA HAVE THOSE ARCHES/DOORWAY/WINDOW THINGS. And I want the models donning spontaneous looks not looking @ the camera.
Its not as if i don't have a life of my own you know.
I'm gonna show you a series of works by Ren Rox, this genius on flickr. I I can't tell if its a male or female. Its more male work, but in some picture it says "me" in picture, and its a girl. So... Not sure. But this stuff is the shizz, and i'm going to get a camera that good and be that brilliant at photoshop one day.
Annabel, how dare you say Photoshop is stupid! ):
All this stuff is not mine, and there are many works from this person, so I credit Ren Rox. Brace your self, and bring on the rain! They will blow your mind.
Even this goes wrong. HAHA. Yes, guess the person took real care of plagarism, can't do anything but look at them ):
Hi my sweets. Its so nice to walk out of class and say BYE LOVELY PEOPLE, and have everyone respond to you. HAHAHA.
Today was bleah for the later part of day. Science was really funny, Nico Teo was giving Mrs Tan funny answers, and she was so cute "I DON'T WANT TO LISTEN TO THIS GIRL ANYMORE"
Teachers all so cute today! Mrs Wong : SU LYNN. DON'T GO SU LYNN. "What's the difference between last year and this year? Do you feel a change? I must say you girls have matured alot. Physically and mentally. Everyone has their period right?"
EVERYONE LOOKS @ CHOO. HAHAHAHA OMG ROFL.
Mrs Cheah : I married him cause he's nice and i can beat him up! That's all that matters! "I hate the word elite" HAHAHA.
Nico Teo : Your existence is not worth celebrating. WAHAHAHA.
Insulting me la, but it was funny. How do you respond when people tell you they voted for you? Mm. Cait Choo's finally back today. STUPID GIRL GREW AND LOST SOME OF HER BELLY! She's taller than gwen nao. WHAT INJUSTICE ):
PE was terrible because I felt ahstmatic! which is queer because I don't, usually. Which means my stamina and metabolism is DOWN. I WANT TO GROW TALLER TO MAKE UP FOR MY WEIGHT. or just plain and simple lose weight. I have NO time to exercise. BLHEBLEHHEHLHE. I want an apple.
Recess was hilarious. "I NEARLY DROWNED" CHOO'S SISTER IS THE BEST.
"My brother was swimming, and i was going to drown in the humungous waves and he was like ?? And i said HELP ME LAHH! AND MY SISTER STARTED BACKSTROKING AND I WAS LIKE AHHHHHHHHHHH."
Gwen + I : Lifeguard hot anot?
"He was old!"
HAHAHAH!
blehblehbleh. I got relationship strains with people. ): And some people just totally stopped talking to me. I can't wait or my free periods tomorrow. And I definately can't wait for sunday.
O.O WILL YOU LOOK AT HER EYES.
So pretty and Hippie! I super love. Her hair's so Rapunzel-like.
I want hair like that don't you? Look @ Lucy Liu! That's some Charlie's Angel.
And also, I want to look as good as Sharon Stone when I'm 51. Is it botox? (No I won't do it if that's the cause of it) If not, i want to look as cute as Mrs Tan AL & Mrs Wong, realised they're very cool for their age.
HAHA.
Mrs Tan : See! My last year students still remember me, next time you must come and wave at me ah!
WAAAHAHAHAHHA. I go frasers island ftwftwftw! I lups mrs nicks. She's so funky. Miss Soh's coming for Brisbane THAT WILL BE COOL. we can have the 6 toot villa! FUN TTUM I TELL YOU.
BAH! Can't upload my gilly bean pictures ): Ah well. Too tired. Wish we still had the olympic track/field so we could javelin. That would vent my anger and gib me some muskels.
Justin's down with a fever. A high one. EP has GOT to be the most BORING thing I've paid for, and we really get to appreciate how loud mrs tan's voice is. While the other classes get to know how to prepare themselves for an economy recession, all we'll know how to do is extract Vitamin C. And formulae that all don't make sense ): As far as I know, moles are a concentration of melanin on your skin.
Love is not a victory march. Whatever happened to my lunch box?
YYour's Truly9:50 PM
Wednesday, July 01, 2009
During the Elizabethan times, Breakfast was a light snack, nobody ate lunch, and dinner was served at 11 a.m. And lasted for 3 hours. WAH LAO. MAJORTY OF US SINGAPOREANS, AS KAELA SAID, WOULDN'T BE AWAKE FOR BREAKFAST.
My Gawsh. Blehbleh. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO TIM TAN & MICHELLE H YESTERDAY! ;)
Project Voggguuuue. FTW FTW FTW!
According to Zamie horses run like thees : guddup guddup guddup!
I however, disagree. i say CLIP CLOP CLIP CLOP.
YYour's Truly8:55 PM
MissSunshine ; MISS {COWABUNGA}!
Caitlin Foo Ying Li
13 to be 14, (19/2/95)
CHIJ Toa Payoh (Pri & Sec)
Dance Ensemble
OneOne 08
IJ Art Elective
Paya Lebar Methodist Church : TNG Youth Facebook|Friendster Singing without tongues, Screaming without lungs
Those little details ; Heart-felt
#1.God
#2.Good Books
#3.Decent Music
#4.Photoshop
#5.You of course,friend.
Someday in the clouds ; Craves
A closer relationship with God
Good relationship ties
An ambition in life
Being an all-rounder
To finish reading the Bible
Wise Words;
2 Corinthians 4:18
"So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal."
